Day One 3/26/13

Our Family has a lot going on right now and if I seem rude or short with anyone I am sorry, But we are starting a new unplanned journey in our lives that is going to create a lot of stress in our lives. Joshua is currently be tested for Autism and has failed the first test they did, they told me that 9 out of every 10 kids tested fail that test have some form of Autism, So during this time we need lots of support and prayers as this can be up to a 8 week process and long hours of testing. We are a strong believer in God will not give me anything we can not handle and he has been testing me a lot with this lately but its been going well so far, Just have to stay calm and strong and work on my patience skills and so does James and we will be good. Joshua has his good days and his bad days. Will keep everyone updated as we go along. Thanks everyone in advance for your concerns and support. —I will try to post everyday but as i can not guarantee that i can or will, i will do my best. But this is day one after i talked with KU Medical Center and they told me that he did not pass the first test. this will be a long road as most of Joshua's life has been a long road in finding out why he has always been so sick. Joshua has many moods and one minute he will show all major signs of Autism when other days he acts like a normal hyper 3 yr old. Today is one of those days that he is showing them one minute he was watching Max and Ruby on Nick and the next minute and i said not a word to him or even touched him he looked at me grabbed my face and said i hate you mommy get away from me i just responded with but I love you Joshua he looked away and went back to the show. He has been in funky moods today and I don't think he remembers saying or doing some of the things he does. He over the last few months has become afraid of things he use to like, some are anything loud the TV has to be done low he has days where he wont let me vacuum he says its loud other days he will want to help vacuum. The process to continue the testing is on hold till all the paperwork is completed mine end of it is done now we are just waiting on the Dr and on the insurance company to say we can go head with the rest of the testing, could be a 7-8 week process the doctor should not take that long it will just be the insurance company that will be. But today is not a very good day for Joshua his moods are changing a lot today. Keep watching for more post